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Thursday, June 30, 2011

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Fandom Is A Serious Business

Come across a blog, read an entry. Too much hate because of one love or to be precise, because of one obsession.  Just because you really like/love/obsess with that person or particular group, doesn't mean you have to say those harsh words to the writer who pointed out their flaws. It's your right to disagree with it, but it's not your right to bash her to that point. Making someone look bad doesn't make you look good at all. You might look mighty and good in the fandom, but  not in reality. You got what I mean. Your friends were enjoying the post, happily commenting, adding fuel to the madness. But, there's one comment which I really interested in. Whoever that anonymous is, I must say, you really did a wonderful job stopping more hateful comments.

“Seorang muslim adalah saudara bagi sesama muslim, kerana itu janganlah menganiaya, jangan membiarkannya teraniaya dan janganlah menghinanya. Taqwa tempatnya disini! Sambil baginda menunjuk ke dadanya sebanyak 3 kali. Alangkah besar dosanya menghina saudara sesama muslim, setiap muslim haram menumpahkan darah saudara sesama muslim. Haram merampas hartanya dan haram mencemarkan kehormatan atau nama baiknya” [Hadis Riwayat Muslim].

Being a fangirl is one thing, but being a loyal fan doesn't mean you have to put away your manners, your kindness, your judgement and your ethics in vain. Do not say 'if you know nothing about us, it is better for you to leave us alone' to me because I am a fangirl too. I've been a fangirl in the crazy-frenzy fandom for more than 10 years. Enjoy it, feel it, do anything that you want. But at least always remember about one thing, please know your limit. What's wrong is still wrong. Saying all this stuff doesn't mean that I'm saying I'm a good person. No. I'm still trying to be a better person.

Rockin Heaven - Speak Your Mind

Last Train Home.. Is It Really The Last?

"Can feelings become real when you put them into words?"

There is a boy that I like since I was sixteen. I'm not sure if I still like him as much as I like him like before, but I do believe I still like him. I'm not sure if that's love or it is just a like. And also I'm not sure if it's just physical or straight from heart. I always wonder, if back then I have guts to say I like him just like one of the girl that I know did, what would he answer me. If he accept, will it be different now? If he reject, can we be the same like now? I don't know. I really have know idea. But, one thing that I'm sure, if back then I have guts to tell him that I like him, at least today my feeling won't stay hanging in between. 

I should sleep. Staying up late, reading love story won't bring me anywhere, but to this kind of thought. The IFs-game won't have any end. Too much IFs is definitely hurtful. Good night.

"A love born in silence. Destined to remain secret. And yet, I can't say it was never there."

This.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Terhenti Di Sini

Sedangku membaca wajahmu
Senyumanmu menggambarkan sesuatu
Jika kau fahami isi hatiku
Ku tak ingin waktu henti tanpamu

Dirimu menyalahkan sebuah erti
Tapi diriku masih terhenti di sini
Dan jalanku masih belum dapat ku pasti
Namun diriku masih terhenti di sini

Andai kau dapat memahami
Bahawa ku menanggung semua ini
Bukan niatku ingin kau pergi
Kerna ku masih terhenti di sini

Dirimu menyalahkan sebuah erti
Tapi diriku masih terhenti di sini
Dan jalanku masih belum dapat ku pasti
Namun diriku masih terhenti di sini

Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba di waktu ku masih punyai cinta
Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba di waktu ku masih punyai cinta

Dirimu menyalahkan sebuah erti
Tapi diriku masih terhenti di sini
Dan jalanku masih belum dapat ku pasti
Namun diriku masih terhenti di sini

Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba di waktu ku masih punyai cinta
Tiada daya untuk ku lakukannya
Kau tiba di waktu ku masih punyai cinta